Yah so as those of you who bother to read my journal know I dared myself last wednesday to go a week without DA and fanfiction. Quickly after I posted that and left the site I went into withdrawal and damn this overlapping thing is annoying. Anyway, so I took myself to youtube in an attempt to find something to do. I got through just about every KHR doujin on there in a matter of hours. For the first 2 days I managed to distract myself with writing, video making, and msn. However it didn't last long as I found myself fighting not to click DA in my list of options. Didn't work so well as after 2 days I went on, but I quickly found that as long as there's something to delete in my inbox, I'm perfectly sattisfied to do nothing else XD That's kinda showy of my personality, yay inferiority complex!! Makes me take it out on whatever I can deem too blah to be looked at or read. So yeah that was a pretty much auto phail. However then there was the second part of not reading ff. GAWD!! D: Y'know how I was all over youtube? Made me want to track down good KHR fanfictions, plus just the stories that I enjoy in general such as Riku and Sora and others that I could probably recite to myself. I lasted! Until sunday when my second favourite story updated and I was all "FUCK THAT! I've been waiting forever for the next chapter to be released" *click* and so I failed twice as hard, so now I'm trying another dare which I think I can make for one week so if I do we'll see how bad the withdrawal is before I decide if I'm going to go for longer. I REALLY like the hot chocolate here (pretty much the only edible thing in our dining hall) so I'm going to try and go without it for a week or more. It's not as healthy to my studies, but it's healthier for my body.

NEXT WEEK IS MAH BIRTHDAY!!!!! People should celebrate and make me pretty pictures. I'm still waiting on several requests that I've made in the past, maybe you people can get to work on my sunsets now? Haha! Aren't I just the greedy little bugger. Not my fault I'm surrounded by amazing artists Also coming up are and 's birthdays. I'm not sure how they feel about me releasing their birthdays to the internet public that pays me no heed but yah! Go visit them, make them pretty art or contribute to my present to them by giving them pageviews. While you're at it look through their stuff, it's pretty sweet stuff. Trust me I know good art (modest to boot, wow aren't I a catch? SLEEP DEPRIVATION) now go see the pretties invisible non-existant watchers!!! Okay Imma gonna go to sleep after I fold my laundry...or should I just pull an all nighter so that I'll actually have everything ready when class rolls around? I'll sleep till 7, that sounds good. NIGHT

~Katie